It's actually crazy

They were born with the right genetics so their future was practically handed to them.

And I have to work my ass off in college, because I'm too fucking dumb to understand a word they're saying.

When I skip class, I walk around the campus and I pass by their department. I'm fucking mad dude. So fucking mad, to see how fun they have they're laughing and have huge benefits and shit for participating in matches. It's bullshit.

I'm not even that smart. I'm very bad with working on things I don't care about. I physically can't concentrate. I can't.

I hear my classmates saying "hehe i love learning and organizing my sheets" while the inside of my bag is full of shredded papers and random stuff. I hate this.

I'm a good for nothing and I hate that my parents try to force me to study.

Who care?? I help around the house, the fuck they want more? I ask them if it's because they need money, they tell me no it's just so I can be independent... THEN LET ME DROP OUT AND LET ME SEARCH FOR WORK BRO

I have an official B2 level in english and my high school diploma. It's the only thing I need.

Also my father telling me he support me being an artist while telling me to "work well at school so I can have a good position" (AKA licking some boots).

Yeah.

Anyone wanna talk about something more cheerful?