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SouSTAR
I draw a lot of things in a lot of different styles :)
As you can tell, i love cats (=ↀωↀ=)

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French and Algerian

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Posted by SouSTAR - 4 days ago


I don't know if anyone have noticed this, but my drawings are getting lazier and lazier.


I don't love things particularly, i just like them. Like, i like cars. I like guns, cops stuff, cats, french fries, manga, 90's stuff, etc...


But I'm not inspired. I just draw what i feel on a period of time, and when this period pass, I draw something else. That's why I drop so many projects or concepts so quickly. I don't feel the emotion I associated with this work, so I drop it and work on something that fit my current feeling.


Mh. Boring.


My life is also very uneventful. I know that it's better this way, but paired with my indifference? It suck. Midly.


I also have no goals in life. I don't care about getting a job or a wife or whatever. I just don't care about myself. I'm not depressed, I'm actually happy, but maybe I'm too much happy? Too comfortable? Maybe i just fucking fried my dopamine receptors?


But at the same time, I'm too dumb to follow class. Too weak to follow sports. Too lazy and unmotivated to pursue any of the "Three Great Life Goals" (Job, Marriage, Kids)


It's as if the moment I became 18, we opened the big gates of adulthood for me to see after all these years, only to see a vast desert of nothing.


Well, i AM thankful that nothing is happening to me. But. It's boring, you know? I don't want to get in an accident or be the victim of whatever fucked up things happen to people though, and I'm very thankful.


I love nothing and I hate nothing. I'm just mildly concerned or moderately happy about things.


I'm not PASSIONATE. I don't have PASSION.

I wonder if everyone have this "I could talk about it for days" subject. I don't. Because I think that things come and go, and I'm actually not that smart, so I know I'll make mistakes in my judgement or knowledge.


Maybe I'm not daring enough?


I tried to explore more subjects with Singapura and Cracy, but... I'm getting unmotivated.

Now, I still wanna draw, but I don't know how or what. I have nothing to tell. Nothing to speak about.


I fear I'm losing my passion for art.

But at the same time, I'm a bit apathetic about it. It's not like it's the end of the world, right?


I'm getting lazier and lazier. Im skipping all my classes, and just sit around in my room. But I still help my family, doing the groceries and helping my siblings with their homework. I just don't want to work for myself anymore.

It's as if my body melted or was gradually crushed. But under what? I don't know.

I'm not sad, I'm not angry, I'm quite happy in fact. It's a very weird feeling. As if my life was too easy to be real.

It's like a very weird form of euphoria. Underwhelming euphoria.


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Posted by SouSTAR - 7 days ago


OF THE 7-ELEVEN WHERE I WAS TAUGHT


(HELP ME I CAN'T GET THIS SONG OUT OF MY HEEAAAAADDD)


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Posted by SouSTAR - 9 days ago


1-Keiichi Arawi

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He's the author of my #1 fav manga : "Nichijou". He's also writing a new manga named "City", pictured there ^ :)


I really like how simple his art look. But at the same time, there's a lot of details! His panels are always filled, sometimes with complex background patterns too when there's face's close-ups.


2-Tsukumizu

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Really love how her style is sketch-like!


She's the author of "Girl's Last Tour", a manga I HIGHLY recommend to you if you love post-apocalyptic stories, philosophy and the "fuck it, we ball" mindset.


A really touching story....


Her style consist of thin lines and a lot of cross-hatching :)


3-Mine Yoshizaki

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Looking at his art made me understand better anatomy :)

I also used to watch Keroro when I was a kid!

Also i like his lineart particularly!

I really like how he draw the limbs, and the poses he draw for his characters too :)


4-Bacun


Bacun was the reason i joined Newgrounds lol

Love his coloring!

His style reminds me a bit of Mine's style, especially the way he draw anatomy. He have this semi-chibi feel :3


Here's his first submission posted on NG, when he was around 17-18 (he drew that when he was my age!)


And here's his latest drawing:

He's super popular, got a full time art job, super cool style, in a relatively little time (4 years)... He's really amazing :)


5-Douman Seiman

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Author of "Voynich Hotel" and "How Many Years To Babylon?", I really love how "edgy" his style look, if you get what I mean? Well, it do fit his stories and humor too lol

His lineart is agressive, and his character designs are super cool! :D


6-Ryoko Kui

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She's the author of "Dungeon Meshi". I fucking love her style. It really look natural and clean... AND HER CHARACTER DESIGNS ARE TOP CHEF

Her art really inspired me to make my charcters as different from each others, especially the faces :)


(WHY IS HER ARTBOOK ONLY AVAILABLE IN JAPAN. WHY. I WOULD HAVE BOUGHT THEM ALLLLL)


So yeah, that's all :)


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Posted by SouSTAR - 10 days ago


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It's the second time I've been featured on Takeover Tuesday!

Thank you very much @TheYoloBOT9000 ! :D


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Posted by SouSTAR - 11 days ago


No nazis for this time lol, just Cracy being Cracy :


And a normal drawing :)


I know that some people prefer more normal content, so I'll try to balance things out :)


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Posted by SouSTAR - 12 days ago


Some draw cute, attractive girls.

Some draw beautiful, colorful landscapes.

Some draw dark, detailed scenes.


I draw catscarspoliticscomicsdigitalfanartscopscharacterstraditional.


Yeah.

I'm going everywhere and nowhere at the same time.


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Posted by SouSTAR - 12 days ago


I wasn't satisfied with this short comic and I made some grammatical errors in russian too, so I un-published it and uploaded a fixed version, with a new page!



Thanks to Placeholder456 for the corrections :)


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Posted by SouSTAR - 13 days ago


Here it is! :)


https://www.newgrounds.com/bbs/topic/1541905#bbspost28011333_post_text


My goal would be to attract more people to the serie, while giving a place for the serie fans to discuss about it.


I'm happy that you like my serie, I'll continue to write and draw things about her. I intend to develop the story too.


Also, I'm interested in knowing what is your favorite Cracy piece, or if there's things you like/dislike about the serie! I seek for criticism!


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Posted by SouSTAR - 2 weeks ago


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Vote for Cracy


(Should I make a Cracy Crew/Club ?)


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Posted by SouSTAR - 2 weeks ago


Singapura, The Me-cracy, or Sou's Chronicles ?

Or maybe should i work on a new one?

I don't know...



I feel a bit demotivated to write more Singapura stuff...

I like Cracy, but it take a bit of time to draw them.

And Sou seem a bit... Immature? I don't know


Maybe I should experiment more? Making a new one?


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