First, I have to thank to those who helped and supported me in last post, you all are the best :)

So i took a little break. I'm still taking this break, but I still doodle sometimes. It's still a break, just an inconsistent one!

One day, I skipped class (as usual), but I walked around the limits of the campus. Those were places of the city I have never been to. I took some photos that I drew next

I also drew two other sceneries, one screenshot from Streetview

and a screenshot from a MV that is very beautiful! (please listen to this song! :D)

So, back to my little stroll : I saw a cat walking under some parked cars!

I also walked on the periphery (or i think it was) because I saw a baby deer in the "untouched" areas of the city (it's called a periphery???)

Well, I didn't saw the deer completely, just its butt, because he was hidden behind some bushes lol

As I saw that there was less and less sidewalks, I decided to go back to the streets because honestly I didn't knew where I was going

I came across two cool buildings that I didn't knew existed : one was a small in size "creative" school, and I put creative with " because when I searched about this school on the net, I found out this tiny school was actually part of MUCH LARGER art school organization, with some schools that are in the US.

I wouldn't have thought a school this small was actually part of a big organization!

(The school's name was "Brassart")

https://www.brassart.fr/en/

And the other was a very big and Minecraft-like building of the Department archives. Cool :3

I also found a very funny thing XD

A sign that reads "No Swimming"...

...on a small and VERY DIRTY pond!

I'd be pretty concerned if someone would want to swim in a pond this dirty lol

idk i found that funny :)

And then what happened? I became sick the next day! Because it was too cold the day I was walking around (you can tell by the photos lol), but I think it was half worth it.

still sick today btw, but I'm feeling better :)

So yeah. I'm still not feeling emotionally great, not even better. But thinking about it, I think I should stop whining about stuff. People have it worse.

As said earlier, I'm still making a pause in drawing. I feel I should learn to draw fast, because I'm 18, and I have no concrete skills. But at the same time, it stress the fuck out of me. I need to go fast, but I can't.

The most probable scenario is that I become a NEET (which I'm slowly heading to).

I don't care about whatever will happen. I'm at peace. As said earlier, people have

it worse.

Fuck it, we ball, even if we fall.